Im scared of going to work.
it is boring, i work alone and i feel lonely and my mind wanders around, going back on the same negative thoughts in a huge loop making me feel like going crazy.
so im tempted of going back to SH or drink alcohol while at work.
i think i should change my job (also to earn a little more) but its not easy. both because nobody is hiring anywhere and because there are some advantages working where i do (very flexible schedule, only 20 hours a week).
still, bottom line is that IM SCARED OF GOING TO WORK!
what should i do?