I know.
I was so heavily medicated in the hospital I don't even remember what my room was like or visits from my husband.
I lost those months of my life.
Plus the ECT.
I'm still not over that.
I am on meds now,and getting fat. Sure I know I eat at night after the seraquel,but it's almost an addiction to eat after that pill.
I've also read how hard it is to get off the other drugs I take.
And yes,I'm still very depressed and super tired all of the time.
I feel guilty every time I take the pills.
I need a new Pdoc too. Rats.