I've come to the conclusion (edited)... That most people IRL are "quite simply completely clueless" rather than deliberately trying to **** with me or shame me. But that doesn't make their bitter pills any sweeter.

I had been programmed in early childhood to be hypervigilent etc.....,

and the medical professional's "obsession" with cost "effectiveness"........
and some exceptionally "poorly trained" "practitioners ". Grrrr ... Fades out.
But I'm still here, sorta..
This is not about anyone on PC