sometimes i get angry about how i wasted time (life) on stupid things in the past

like in my early 20s when i was obsessed with neopets + spend a good chunk of the day on that. i wish i hadnt...

BUT then i realise i was happy back then, obviously i enjoyed what i was doing and didnt think it was a waste of time

maybe this is that "living in the moment" thing everyone talks about. the "present". doing whatever you enjoy in the present moment and not caring about what you will think in the future. something like that

so whats changed? now i think everything i do is pointless and a waste of time. maybe its not. maybe i should just accept whatever and do whatever i want/enjoy and not care that in a few years time i will wish i hadnt? and maybe i should stop complaining about what i used to do in the past?

what do you think of this?