thanks for your reply ~ scared to call regular doc but i guess i should do that ...i am really wanting to go back to work . it is a big change for me from being away so long. i will know if it is going to be too much for me soon ..i am hoping everything will go good. it is just something about my boss that triggers me so much..i want to sit and talk with her and let her know about it .. i want to know where it is coming from. .to see if there is something going on with her about me. i have never been around someone who sets me off so badly.