Yeah I know I'm not alone in this but it sure feels like it. Part of the problem is that I think I fell in love with a much younger woman again (this is a theme on mine) but she didn't reciprocate. I have trouble reading signals because she seemed interested in the few conversations we had. Anyway she moved on and I didn't - now Valentine's Day. With my history I'm just so damn vulnerable to getting attached - it doesn't take much, a wink or two, and I think we're having a relationship. This is a hell of a way to live but I just don't think I have the experience, at this late date, to really know how to act or when something is real.