I have ADD too! But I'm not medicated. I was supposed to go on Adderall but my psychiatrist said it would make me manic and refused to prescribe it to me. Judging this, I'm going to blame the ADD. Bam. You helped me solve the mystery!

I have forgotten large gaps of time as well. I'm not sure I will ever get those memories back, but I doubt they're worth recalling. It was when I was a meds zombie. I wasn't really living. So there isn't anything I want to remember about then.

I guess I asked for rides a lot, because I was restless. But I also had appointments and needed to go to a support group. And my sister thought taking me was the biggest pain. And complained about having to give me rides, though I was incapble of driving. What was I supposed to do, never go anywhere ever again? My family sucks though. Its sad that people with a mental illness get treated like a burden.