How do I deal with guilt over doing horrible things to people in the past. A lot of the things I did no one knows I did them. I did them secretly. But I feel as if I have so much anger and then I did them because I got so mad at that certain time.

My life has not been easy.

I can't even say on here what I have done. If I did I would get bashed on here.

I always tell myself I will stop, but then the PMS will hit and its like I just snap.