Sometimes I really T is asking me where I am...she says I 'leave the building'

I think in terms of being really present though, I probably wasn't for the first six months or more. Jaybird, what you said was really interesting, about not bringing your real self, and that real self actually being quite in centred. Yes, reading your post I think I do that too. I hide behind rehearsed anecdotes and make-up and clothes.