Dear T
I just want to contact you, so I'm doing it on here instead .
I want to 'accidentally' text you, or find a reason to email you...I just want to see your name pop up on my phone
But, I'm recognising that I want to play those games, and I'm choosing not to do that...which is great, well done me, but it doesn't make it any easier.
I think the last few sessions have been quite intense, and the last one we felt so...close. You said we were in a warm bubble together. I miss you. I miss that closeness and I think that's why I want to contact you. Maybe I'll tell you next session.

Red xxx