Hi everyone, I would like to ask you a question:
I am having an affair with a merried woman, she is the one who always call and make suggestions, she take me into bed and give herself to me whole, sex is great. So I am 'the other man'. But I am single and I'm begining to hide everything about us to get some more. Also, her principle thet we have no future has trapped me. I developed some emotions and I get that she has a husband and a son and now and affair and have isolated life. I am a person who can't say no. I would do anything to make others happy and my needs and wants are for me the last one in the row.
I don't know why I can't end this and try to find emotionally available woman.
She for sure has unredressed marriage problems and sometimes I feel her denial, but somehow I want to stay and fix her problems even then I would be left alone. Haha this affair makes me feel more lonely than if I was without it.
Any suggestions how to end this?
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