Hi Janniebug!
Right now I feel just numb from the news. I do not know how to comfort you at the moment. Pls. don't hurt yourself.
Steve WOULDN'T want you to do that. He couldn't help it.
None of us can. Things happen beyond our control and we
have to go on. I don't know how I'd feel if that happened to me??? But I haven't known mine tht long so I don't feel like
I'm that attached. Now my former T in San Diego I spent 17 years with, that's different. My heart would surely break if something happened to her. She reparented me all those
years ago. That would be devastating. I don't handle death
too well. It's a full time sorrow thing for me.

Well, just know that we are here for you and send you lots of hugs........................and love.
Take care.....NO MORE CUTTING!!! If you need us, pls. come here!!!