I wrote an earlier post that my therapist J went on vacation for a week and half. I have my first appointment back tomorrow at 3pm. I marched through most of the week and a half great. I went in a mini vacation to see out of town family. But things have been steadily getting worse over the weekend. I am anxious and having repetitive thoughts about what is most important to cover tomorrow. I feel jittery and can't focus well on my grad school course work. This is bad because it is extremely detail oriented. I feel kinda desperate for it to be tomorrow at 3pm. I know she is back in the office today, but I don't need to call. I am not in crisis or anything. I just feel uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.