Finding a job that makes you happy is the best thing you can do for yourself. Right now, you're in a tough spot. It really takes a long time for bipolar medications to become effective.

The best thing that I've done for managing my bipolar is building a strong network of friends who can support me. Not all of them know about bipolar, but all of them play a role in providing me with support. I'd recommend joining some meet-up groups about some things that interest you: whether its reading, going to local historical places in town.

Coloring has also helped me practice mindfulness.

Just don't give up!