Okay, I need to get this out somewhere. I've been a bad bad bad bad bad girl with my FS again (and yes, I consider the fact that I'm undeservedly on FS to make what I'm about to admit even worse).
I've eaten an obscene amount of sweets in the past 5 days: a pack of cookies, almost a full box of freezie pops (there's one left), an entire frozen cake (snarfed in 2 days), a pound of gummies, another pack of frozen cake slices, and two more bakery cake pieces ( I've only eaten one actually... no doubt the other will be gone soon). I think I had some doughnuts too. I'm basically in sweets-as-meals mode now and I feel so disgusting, like the utter trash I am. I can't stop. And in addition, I have been stocking up on real food too, I just can't stop stealing money to feed my addiction. It's just legally condoned stealing now.
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