I feel so lost, and empty. I've lost absolutely everything I care about. I'm for certain I'm about to lose the girl who I love dearly and if I lose her then I'm done. I will not survive, i once had depression about 4 years ago and I'm beginning to feel it creep back into my life only x100 worse.

I'm scared of what I will become if I lose her, I don't have any friends anymore, nobody loves me, my phone is dry, it's like if I disappeared completely nobody would know or care. I just want to be loved, I'm not a bad person, I just want to know someone loves me. I feel so hurt and empty, somebody please help me. I dot wanna lose myself. I'm so lonely and I have nothing to look forward to anymore.

Life sucks, I just wanna be happy, I haven't had that in such a long time, genuine happiness, I keep pushing the girl I love away by crying out for help, I need your support badly, I'm scared of what's gonna happen to me, really really scared. I just need some support, stability and friends. I miss feeling loved, I really do. I just wanna be happy again. Everything feels so dark. Please help me.