I know that I drink a ton when I am manic or mixed. Saturday just gone I had 8 cocktails and 2 shots. I was still standing and was dancing for hours with loud music blasting out at a club.

Then when I got into the taxi with my boyfriend I thought it'd be funny to tell th taxi man the wrong directions back home. Hahaha.

Then I changed my mind abotut staying at mine and stayed at my boyfriends. Didn't tell my parents my where abouts. Almost had unprotected sex. We didn't sleep till at 2am or something. Woke up. No hangover.

We went into the city and walked to one city to the other without being worn out. Only had 1 glass of wine that day so that was ok.

Went to work today and all I had were songs in my head and I wanted to dance and laugh. It's now almost 12am here...been up since 6am and did a 12 hour shift at work.

Then did some more walking with my boyfriend.

Tomorrow I am heading into town to get my phone which I have damaged from anger. So I've had no professional to talk to since 25th Jan.

This whole thing will either end very bad or ok.