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Originally Posted by bathroomscrubber
I just feel so alone. I've been mood swinging past few days. I've reached out to my entire family for support because I cannot stop crying. And now it's worse because they are not there. I got "just breath" "stand on your head " and my favorite "there's always tomorrow" what about today what about right now! I even told all of them I just really need someone to talk to. Those were the responses I got when I said that! Is it just me, am I over reacting? I cannot stop crying. I just NEED someone to talk to!
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((Hugs)) I know exactly what you're going through. I wrote a thread on here a few days ago about how I opened up to my sister and cried and she just gave me a blank stare and said "like, so what get over it." I cried for hours. I've tried to open up to other family members in the past and now they're distant. I regret ever telling them a thing. Sometimes you just have to be careful who you open up to, even if they're "supposed" to be supportive. Now when I need to open up, I come here! I know it sucks that we pretty much have to filter ourselves around people but people without MI just simply don't get it. I do however have my brother. He's sad that I suffer and feels for me however whenever I'm having a panic attack or a bad day he says "chill and take your meds" lol. Yea, not much support there. Just understanding. If you ever need to just vent and talk to someone feel free to PM me if you use the tapatalk app. For some reason I don't get msgs unless the other person has the app.
There's plenty of people here that "get" you and have been in your shoes. When in doubt, let it out on here.
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Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvanse 70mg
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I don't get msgs unless the other person using tapatalk app!