Dear MC,
Thanks for today. Just seeing you helped. I was scared to talk about certain things, but you made it OK. You even made me laugh a couple times (like with the whole bobblehead analogy). I wish I could have held your hand for longer than the normal handshake or hugged you. But I could feel you hugging me from across the room, like with your eyes, when we were talking at one point, and that's enough.
On a more random note, I'm weirdly fascinated with the fact that you used to smoke. Because I wouldn't have guessed you were a former smoker. Maybe you used it to deal with your anxiety, like I did at one point? Is it weird that I wonder what brand you smoked? Was it Camel Lights, like me? Haven't smoked in years now, but could use one right now...
I hope you left early enough to avoid the ice and made it home safely. Love you...
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