I have to apologize because I sounded a bit harsh when you mention women my own age - no I'm not against that at all. Right now I need to get over this rejection thing because her not talking to me is chewing me up at the moment, i.e. not sleeping or eating - I'm too old for this I might have a stroke. Physically my body is really struggling with the fact that it can't have what it wants - I'm helpless until I get this under control. This is a horrible feeling and one that I went through about the same time last year. It's eerie because I keep feeling her presence - this needs to dissipate. What really bothers me is how fast her attention went from positive to ice cold. I've heard that women did this when they lost interest but to have it happen to you is a rude awakening - how can she just shut you out (ouch!). I need to iron this out because I'm beating myself up real good - thanks everyone and sorry if I was harsh.