More rambling.

Monday is my session time. We talked tonight about the electricity in my feet and hands. Also talked about some other things that I identified as anger. That's hard for me to express to the person. All was good.

I was on my way and the tingling came. I always tell it that we have to work together. Mutiny is not fair to me. We have to work together. Right?

M wants me to journal about the tingling/electricity this week. It's like a shadow. A radar that is there to do what it does. In my heart I know that is to protect me. I just don't understand from what!!!

M said it was ok if I didn't get anything from it, but the compliant part of me feels like there is a job to be done and we need to do it!

Does that make sense to anyone???

I don't want to push, but I also want to be accepting without pushing. Does that make sense?!

I've tried hearing from that part of me but it is so elusive. It bothers me and I know it has to feel like it is alone and tired.

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