Hi,
This is my first post.
I'm 41 with 3 kids and a loving husband. I should be happy as I have so much to be thankful for but I have been battling depression for as long as I can remember. I envy all if you, you don't realise that nothing is as bad as being dumb. If you're unattractive that can be fixed. If you have weight issues that can be managed. Anything can be solved in one way or another. I wish I had any other issue. But you can't make a dumb person smarter. I have no friends. I don't think people want to be my friend. I'll never love myself and because of this I'll never be able to give to my family what they deserve.