Oh believe me I cut her off that girl I liked and who convinced me she likes me, yeah when I cut someone off I commit. I don't just cut them off being back months later if I dont know you that well that's it move on goodbye forever. I won't regret I will shut you out if you feel bad too bad you lost your chance. Thats the biggest mistske you can make is doubt your own decisions you committed to.

Even though hypocritically I messed that up on my feelings, but I didn't have a chance she didn't want **** she was playing with my emotions so anything I said is void. Nope I've learned never hold on anyone too close.

Now I don't want any relationship again. I'm truly just cutting that idea altogether no need to focus on relationships that do no good for me.

My goal is to be a millionaire one day with a bachelor pad on a skyscraper. And host private celeb parties and not focus on relationships period. Screw all that sentimental crap.