I fight it with every fiber in my body. Even after multiple psycotic brakes, hospitalizations and being on the extreme end of the spectrum. They're pretty Good here about reminding me of my history or telling me how to handle the psycotic situations I go through on pc. It took me years of therapy even to accept I needed help and I'll be part of the mental health system the rest of my life. It's because I'm the sainest person in my immediate family. So my first 3-4 years were spent trying to get me on an AP. These past 2 yrs have been spent learning how to reality check. Some days I'm like ok I'm BP other days I'll yell and scream until I'm blue in the face that I'm not. 5+ psychiatrist /psychologicalis can't be wrong, right?
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
"So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk
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