Yeah well you might be right. But like I said before I also gave her flowers and she never said I wish you wouldn't do that. Also, when we spoke sometimes I could see eyes sparkle and she would be a bit playful. Now I'm not an expert by any stretch of the imagination but I certainly read this as flirting. I'm probably living in a dream world but I can't deny the impact it had on me - I really started get excited about seeing her. I believe she knew I liked her and now I'm getting bitter because the way she went cold turkey on me. Of course I could have appeared needy to her and I know this can be the kiss of death but sometimes my emptiness gets the better of me. If she would have explained the situation to me I might feel better about it. Personally, I hope I never do this to anyone because it hurts. Of course that's my side of the story but I'm very sensitive which probably makes me a bit more honest.
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