Hi Whatsherfase: thank you for your input. I thought MRIs and cat scans could prove the chemical thing.

I learned a lot from your post.

I don't be grudge anyone who wants to take drugs,smoke marijuana or do whatever it takes to have a better life.

I want to learn what triggers my mental psychosis to the extent that those around me see no other alternative than put me into a mental hospital.

That's what I'm against,personally.

If it's because of med withdrawal,as I believe it was last time then I need to find a way to protect myself.

The side effects of extreme hunger making me gain weight , high blood pressure and no sexual drive are not acceptable to me.

But to try new meds may require I get off present meds. Something terrifying even to consider.