Wow, that's really scarry, and screwed up he shouldn't be allowed to practice! Plus it screams liability; you think he would atleast care about being sued despite that he could give a care about his patients! Things like this just infuriate me! But Please, take care of youself. I know it's hard, I've been there eventhough on the cutting hting Ive been able to control it for the most part I am right there with you on the whole suicide issue. But I've had it both ways docs saying I need to be hospitalized and other times o u wouldn't really do that; o ur gonna hurt me? I'm faster than u.... NO JOKE; for real. messed up. I wish u the best. Many hugs. Hang in there. And I hope ur new pdoc turns out to be a good one for u.
Danielle