I have been with my husband for 7 years. We have three kids and two are in school. He works 3rd and I’m currently finishing school. I personally do everything right in our relationship from being trustworthy to loyal to faithful and loving caring etc.. However he will not. He struggled with a drug abuse problem but not anymore he overcame it but recently he has been accusing me of cheating and its really taking a toll on me. I’m scared to death that he will go back to these drugs and its tearing me apart. What I went through for years and finally getting what I wanted now all of a sudden I am a cheater? He finds little things from footprints in the snow??? To when we have sexual relations it feels different??? To the most obscured things. I am thinking about ending this and leaving without three children because its not right for their mommy to be upset 24/7 and always on edge about stuff. I/We need help desperately.