A decision to fight is just that make that decision and do it...I can't imagine how much you will be fighting that type of switch....I think it is possible to lose yourself even as a multiple! Has this been your style doing over the years has this been you....It is kind of hard to just make yourselves that or a few alters...It takes work, but at the same time you gotta be cold and callus and do it even if just verbal! Your not graded on how stylish or how much your words impact or how your punches land....When you return how much you remember isn't probably that much....I subscribe to being mostly proper multiple, although the last few years has caused me to bring forth those and fight or I was going to get swallowed whole for lack of better term....I got so much hate and envy that I had no choice or it was totalwhimpcity.com for us....It got like that for me cause I had NO ONE! I was totally alone, you will be amazed.