Have you ever watched a movie like Girl Interrupted or Beautiful Mind.....or Proof (as i was watching tonight with my bf) that make you feel...more crazy....more incapable to deal with things? Its like i start thinking i might be a real person...and then bam....i start feeling all eccentric or something....i dont get it...im lost....sigh....maybe im just plain off my rocker to start with and i make no sense to anyone....