I, before meds used to have deep dark depressions. I slept, barely ate and barely showered. I feel kinda depressed right now. But I deal with chronic back pain and that keeps me from doing much. I see my psych nurse finally tomorrow....figure out what I'll be doing with my meds.

It sounds like you're in a blah depression. I'm sorry. if you want you can send me a pm. I get on here most days. I can try and help....