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Originally Posted by Hashi/bipolar mom
I'm worried about you lost2bipolar. I know you are looking for answers as to what you could have done differently to help your GF that killed herself. Have you sought counseling yourself? You are going to drive yourself mad with this. I think it's time for you to take care of yourself with a good therapist. Hugs
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I am going to counseling. I actually discuss what I'm doing here on the boards with her, and she said it's fine. Basically she says that I'm doing a psychological autopsy. She also says it's normal trying to figure things out.
I appreciate your concern, but since she passed without being diagnosed, I want to put the pieces together. So far, I have put a lot together. Stuff I wouldn't do while she was around because it would be intrusive. I am seeing what I can do to keep her memory alive, and before I do that, I need to get an honest picture of what she was going through.