I read what was written for the dissociation and towards the end I was having trouble focusing my mind started feeling a bit fuzzy and my mind started to wander I brought it back to finish reading it however I'm unsettled. It basically says you probably had a horrible experience as a child and needed your mind to leave your body so the event wouldn't destroy the core of who you are. In time hurts get stored in compartments of yourself
I actually met those parts of me yesterday on a very long walk I took. That is so very weird.