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Originally Posted by bathroomscrubber
I read what was written for the dissociation and towards the end I was having trouble focusing my mind started feeling a bit fuzzy and my mind started to wander I brought it back to finish reading it however I'm unsettled. It basically says you probably had a horrible experience as a child and needed your mind to leave your body so the event wouldn't destroy the core of who you are. In time hurts get stored in compartments of yourself
I actually met those parts of me yesterday on a very long walk I took. That is so very weird.
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For me, I didn't experience horrible childhood, I mean, my parents were/are critical, but otherwise they are loving. I think it is more that I spend a lot of time alone, and since our brains are designed to socialize and talk, I compensate by talking to myself. I don't know. Today, I realized that I do it most of the time, but they are not always negative. It depends on the mood, if I am down, the dialogues will be negative, but if I am happy, the dialogues will be more to my side