We all are. At least at some point in our lives. I'm on that same level of frustration with it (e.g., BP check in thread). But I'm glad for the support I get here and it helps to know I'm not alone in this fight. And that's what it really is...a fight with my mind for sanity. We'll get through it in time, even though it seems like it will never happen. As long as we put in the effort.