Hey here today, thanks for sharing your insights. As for your questions-

1. I've only been in one very brief romantic relationship before, that lasted for only 3 months, at the end of which I don't think I felt any sort of grief. I guess 3 months is too little time to develop any emotional bonding.

2. I can't recall any sort of traumatic losses in my past. I've not lost any close friend or any family members either, but I know I don't connect easily with people emotionally. My parents and brother are all good, kind and caring people but I don't feel any close connection to them. Same with my friends, I have friends I've known for a very long time but I still don't feel very connected to them.

This is what bothers me and I've decided to seek out some professional help in resolving my questions. Let's see how that goes.