"If you want to soar, you must first learn to F.L.Y. (First Love Yourself)."

I put that in my signature because of how true it is. You must learn to love yourself first and foremost, then everything will fall into place.

Also, if you truly feel unsafe, as in you feel you might SI or worse, perhaps calling one of those helpful hotline numbers in this handy link might help: https://psychcentral.com/lib/common-...phone-numbers/

Please be safe, and take care of yourself.