Can't put my finger on it. Just full of emotions about life the sufferings I've gone through. The things I wanted that never worked out. Why have I been so unlucky? I have several high school people who married young and it worked out, why am I such a failure? I read something about this woman prayed to change the heart of her husband. I've prayed for my marriages and nothing the 2nd one ended in one week. Filed and divorced in a week.

I just wanted a nice life. All I've had is heartache after heartache. I hate that I'm still alive having to deal with so much misery. I really am struggling with dissatisfaction.