I'm not sure it was the BP as much as the misuse of drugs as you mentioned a few days ago. This would be a good time to take stock of your mis use of your drugs. You've been posting on how you are addicted and misusing . If your pdoc wants you to go IP now would be good because you no longer have to worry about your job. This would be the proper way to wean off, not on your own as you were talking about.

Are you resistant to IP because you will not be in control of which drugs you are taking?