I don't feel like myself lately, I just feel so calm, and it's weird for me to feel this way.. I can do daily activities without feeling so tired and depressed while doing it. I can help my mom with her work. I helped my bf with his work too. I even can give advice to my friends in real life. I am not easily irritated. I can answer insult in a diplomatic way. When I see someone is being a jerk, instead of yelling in frustration or drowning in depression, I see the reason why they do that, therefore I understand them and tolerate their action. I feel like I see myself from outside my body, so I can be objective about anything I do. Wow.. Freedom tastes like freedom. But I am ill anyway so I know this won’t last forever, so let’s just enjoy this while it lasts..