Dear T,
Please respond to the e-mail I sent you about our session yesterday. I know you leave for vacation soon, but I don't want this hanging out there. I decided to be honest with what I was feeling, and I'm afraid I may have sounded a bit whiny or needy, but I had to get it out. And I hope you're not annoyed or anything that I texted MC about it yesterday. Figured I may as well tell you in the e-mail since he likely said something to you about it. I'm a little afraid it seemed like I was running to "Daddy" because I was mad at "Mommy," especially because of the various transference stuff. But I really just needed one of you to say you thought I was OK and didn't need to go into the hospital. And he did that (even if it wasn't in those exact words--pretty sure that's what he meant by "things aren't that bad."). And I'd been honest with him about how I was feeling.
But yeah, please say something back, preferably that isn't "I'm sorry you felt that way." An actual apology would be nice, at least about the getting me really late (for you!) then kicking me out somewhat coldly before the 45 minutes was even up (you usually give me at least 50). (And yeah, MC gets us late all the time, but he makes up the time and also gives us extra time sometimes when it seems like we need it.)
OK, should stop typing now before this post gets as long as my e-mail...
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