I'm not totally sure this is where I should be posting this, but it sounds right. I've been with my current boyfriend for about 3 years now. I wasn't sure if it would work out or not, as we started off just getting together for sex. But the longer we were together the closer we got, and eventually we just gave in and started dating. Things have always gone well. We've only really had one fight, I can't even remember over what, but usually we agree on everything and have the same thoughts and feelings about things. It's ridiculous how compatable we are. I've never been able to be so open about myself to anyone before.

My problem, like the subject says, is nothing. I know that this issue is not an issue in our relationship, but in my head it keeps coming up as one. I've dealt with depression and anxiety for a long time, and he's been through some rough depressive episodes as well. Lately my depression has been getting worse, and I don't really have anyone to talk to besides my boyfriend. I see a therapist, but I don't socialize with my coworkers like that, and I don't really have many friends. So I talk to my boyfriend, about everything. Sometimes I feel like I'm dumping too much on him, and then I start getting scared that it's going to be too much for him one day and he will leave me. I've brought this up to him once or twice, and he's dismissed it, saying that he will never leave me for any reason. But that doesn't help my fear, and then I berate myself for saying something about it to him. And then I start worrying that my worring that he will leave is going to push him away. I have no reason to think he would be lying to me, and in every other way I trust him completely. But I still am so afraid of losing him over my mental health, for no reason at all.