I would also question diagnosis of MDD.

Placing the blame on the SSRIs for this sort of behaviour - if the diagnosis is sound - is also questionable. They are far more the symptoms of self-destructive self hatred caused by the MDD. I have followed that pattern myself whilst not taking meds and have done terrible things to myself and others due to alcohol and substance abuse while trying to self-medicate.

If medication is needed - perhaps Therapy would be more effective - it may need adjusting or changing completely.

Dave.