Thank you! I'm really having the worst day of my life. And because of this loss of income, I lose my home in a few weeks because I was in the process of paying off my back taxes.

And yea maybe i didn't help the fact that I lost my job. I was desperate and self medicating to meet the demands of the job and to make it through the days. It was exhausting. But still a job I loved.

And I gave you all enough respect to be honest on here, like I always am on PC. I feel like this is the the only place in my whole life I can be honest with understanding people like me with a MI and struggles like mine. Sad bit this is really the only place. And in this thread I'm getting **** of from a few people because of it.

I just ask for the same respect and compassion I try to give to everyone here when they're going through a hard time ect. As a matter of fact, if you're going to just doubt me or tell me how I had this coming just save your time and move on to the next freaking post. I'm beating myself up enough over this.

Detoxing at home from all psych meds at the moment because of self admitted abuse. Doctors orders and then new cocktail. Just being honest.

I don't get msgs unless the other person using tapatalk app!