Just wanted to vent in my own freaking thread for a sec. After I got fired my dad and bf who don't "believe" in BP said "you better be finding a new job today!" Didn't even ask what my pdocs said. Didn't even care. Cuz to them it's all "garbage and no one needs meds". I yelled something over my dad to stop his yelling and he goes "see?! You're moods change so much it's scary!"... THEN he said "yea I called your last job this happened with and they said the same thing! You were moody. Different each day. Having panic attacks! Then you lost that job!" Well ignorant father who never believed, it's called BIfreakingPOLAR!

So A few hours ago I was thinking about everything and how I'm going to have no support during this. So I texted my dad something like "so what now? Since you took me to my first appointment when I was 16 and they told you I was bipolar, you didn't want to believe it! And here I am struggling to live every day! Every day I hurt myself with my decisions and fears all for what? Fun?! Do you believe now? What more do you need? You didn't listen back then and you're still undermining my illness 12 years later! What will it take for you to understand what my life is like?!" He didn't respond. Maybe he was sleeping. Maybe the phone was in the other room. More likely, he doesn't care.

Detoxing at home from all psych meds at the moment because of self admitted abuse. Doctors orders and then new cocktail. Just being honest.

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