I'm not in therapy yet because I was only recently diagnosed with BPD at my last pdoc appointment. I plan on finding a therapist ASAP and this will be brought up with her right away. This sounds stupid but even thinking of taking another medication gives me anxiety (I'm on mood stabilizers for bipolar), ever since I had an awful experience on saphris which was supposed to help ease it, but gave me anxiety even worse than what I already deal with. I expressed this to my pdoc and she said that a lot of people with BPD are non compliant but I'm not trying to be....I'm just genuinely anxious about it.