That might be the case. *Sighs* I started thinking about it a little more and considering how Freddy is in the remake, it might mean that I'm putting too much pressure on myself to uncover my memories. And Brady -- well, in the novel he showed up in he



Considering my own doubts about my resurfacing memories, that could be a reason Brady showed up (though I am nothing like that guy, cross my heart). That and Mr. Mercedes and Finders Keepers became the novels I returned to obsessively back when I was in my panicking stage.

I think I should at least bring up my sleep issues with my therapist -- my frequent nightmares, for example, being tired a lot, stuff like that. Maybe mention that one instance of me screaming in my sleep. But yeah, maybe I should try and be kinder with myself. A lot kinder.