I agree with moogs.. this is the time for a dual diagnosis treatment center. You will never get a hold of one without getting a hold of the other. I have an addictive personality as I have spoke with you before about and I know how it lies to us.
Otherwise sorry you are going through all this. It is so hard to deal with life sometimes
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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