Dear Old T,

I realized that it has been a few days since I've thought about you. And then it struck me - what if this has happened to you? What if you have stopped thinking about me? I know that you said that you will always remember me. And I don't doubt it. We had a special bond. On days like today, my feelings of missing you are so raw and real that I get teary when I think about you. I wonder if when you think of me, you miss me. Or if a fleeting thought of me just passes through your mind. I can imagine you smiling, saying that you are so happy that I have taken this step into the next chapter of my life. How I wish that you knew what a nightmare this all has been for me. You said that even after we ended, you would always be with me in spirit. I truly did feel your presence today. It was as if I could hear your voice, picture your smile. And it made me want to cry.