Thoughts are to not buy gifts or keep contacting him and make an attempt to move on. I understand you have feelings but if a man said "no" all you can do is be sad for a bit and then move on. Continue pursuing him is uncalled for. If I tell a man no but he sent me gifts I'd feel harassed.

Writing a letter won't accomplish anything here. Him knowing your feelings ( he already knows then) won't change anything.

You deserve better

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